I am worried due to my misdeeds and I feel that my sins have blackened my heart
I am ashamed! I am ashamed! I am ashamed! Rasul Allah ﷺ
When you spread your hands to intercede for the sinners on the Day of Judgement
Then do not deprive us of your exalted intercession Rasul Allah! ﷺ

Rabi ul awal (4)